EFL (English as a Fucking Language) teacher

I remember when I was a student, life seemed to be an overwhelming chance to fulfill all my dreams of youth. My promising future was filled of emotions that would take my breath away. But now, as I type the English programs that I'm going to teach in a deaf classroom filled of naive youngsters, whose eyes are blinking with the same dreams I once had, I wish this overwhelming chance to fade away into the darkness of The Miserable Thing.